Dear all, :D

I first wanna apologize for being lazy. :D Indeed, i have nothing much to say about my life. Routine activity like eating, cooking, surfing the net has become my main interest. It sounds weird and I know that. The following paragraphs have shown my feelings and attitudes about a student life. It reflects my true feelings which are negative. Please leave this passage if you can't tolerate. I've warned you. LOL

Well, I've been overwhelmed by assignments which are common for student life. However, what is abnormal is about my attitude. Since the semester has commenced in February, I've dwelled in despair onwards. No matter happens to me, my bad feelings remain unchanged. I couldn't express as much as I would. When I went back home three months ago, it was so precious. Friends, food, family and other supports were available. My burdens were temporarily lifted. As time flies, two weeks have gone so fast. The real world has come. This semester is more difficult than last one, yet a next one is even more challenging.

Where is my hope then? What is my destiny? What am I doing here? =====> all questions reveal my sense of hopelessness. I don't know. It seems that it is my endless night. No light in the darkness. At the end of the tomb, however, has the light. Because I'm not alone, it's the truth. When I look around, all friends, family members and cheering sounds are surrounded.
This is the truth I know. I'm not alone which give me strength and sense of hopefulness. I realize that I do have hope and destiny. My success is what my family is looking forward.

My life is not for suffering but for being love and loving others, my family members and friends. The study burden, however, doesn't vanish. It is there but I know how to handle it.

I'm not alone.